Not yet
The pressure is on to make up my mind.
"What are you gonna do?" "Make up your mind already!"
I've never been good at taking decisions. That's why I like team work. Why I like me not being the leader.
Always afraid to make the wrong choice, to mess up and everything going into the trash.
I guess it's getting to be that time, for me to grow up a little, and start taking charge of my life and my choices. Not hope for other people to make up my mind. I don't know, but I always liked that, like when I go shopping, I make other people pick out what I should buy, or what to eat, or where to go to. Well, ok, not always... I like my Björk, and I pick her over any other CD/DVD/Show ... and only I can pick out my computer/camera stuff (and all other electronics goodies i like :D). But besides that.
Anyway, I'm at a point now, at a crossroads of sorts. I have 3 options, and most of the signs point in one certain direction. Then there's the second option, very very tempting, and fun (i imagine) but totally NOT me. And the last one is the darkest and furthest from my thoughts, but seems to be the one I should travel, for now at least.
I have time to decide, but how much I don't know. I just hope I can make up my mind when the time comes and I can avoid it no longer.
"What are you gonna do?" "Make up your mind already!"
I've never been good at taking decisions. That's why I like team work. Why I like me not being the leader.
Always afraid to make the wrong choice, to mess up and everything going into the trash.
I guess it's getting to be that time, for me to grow up a little, and start taking charge of my life and my choices. Not hope for other people to make up my mind. I don't know, but I always liked that, like when I go shopping, I make other people pick out what I should buy, or what to eat, or where to go to. Well, ok, not always... I like my Björk, and I pick her over any other CD/DVD/Show ... and only I can pick out my computer/camera stuff (and all other electronics goodies i like :D). But besides that.
Anyway, I'm at a point now, at a crossroads of sorts. I have 3 options, and most of the signs point in one certain direction. Then there's the second option, very very tempting, and fun (i imagine) but totally NOT me. And the last one is the darkest and furthest from my thoughts, but seems to be the one I should travel, for now at least.
I have time to decide, but how much I don't know. I just hope I can make up my mind when the time comes and I can avoid it no longer.