Sleep
I haven't been able to sleep normally in a long time. I've been going to bed around 5 or 6 am and sleeping until 3 or 4pm.. it's not right.. and i'm so tired of it.. i haven't been to sleep yet and Blake wants to start going to the gym when he gets off work.. which means i'm staying up until at least 9 and that means i'll sleep all fucking day long. I have a few things that I HAVE to do before I go to sleep. I layed around and had no energy all night.. watched tv and some movies.. and now i've JUST started cleaning and i took all the trash outta my room.. I don't know why I can't keep it clean..
I haven't been updating public for a while because.. i think i've just come to that point in my life were you need to say everything you mean.. and not sugar coat things. And if you can't say anything nice.. well then.. dont' say anything at all.
Once again things in my life need to change drastically... things start going so well and as soon as I get comfortable.. it's all sucked away.. but there is no time to be sorry for myself.. like bu says' : just keep swimming.
lol i wrote that all in like 2 minutes.
everyone.
later
I haven't been updating public for a while because.. i think i've just come to that point in my life were you need to say everything you mean.. and not sugar coat things. And if you can't say anything nice.. well then.. dont' say anything at all.
Once again things in my life need to change drastically... things start going so well and as soon as I get comfortable.. it's all sucked away.. but there is no time to be sorry for myself.. like bu says' : just keep swimming.
lol i wrote that all in like 2 minutes.
everyone.
later