Smiles
I'm having a lovey dovey day.. thinking of things that make me happy or will make me happy. My thought pattern is such a rollercoster. So of course I started thinking about.. Christmas.. and how I can make it a good one despite the things I keep thinking are going to make it not so great.
I want to make sure I can make a few people happy this Christmas.. not just with material things but when people smile from appreciation of you.. that's the thing that makes me feel best. And that's all i really want for Christmas.. a complete happy feeling...because (god this is corney but fuck it) THOSE are what you'll remember in 10 years.. or even when ur old wishing you were young again. Memories always keep you smiling. Don't get me wrong.. I stil lwant my lap top and everything else on my christmas list .. lol but it's not as importaint. And like Kayte was saying.. I want to do something good for someone I don't know either... maybe i'll see if I can get a present or two for her co-worker or find somewhere to volenteer for the season.. *sigh* i'm just in a good mood today... and it's about time.
I want to make sure I can make a few people happy this Christmas.. not just with material things but when people smile from appreciation of you.. that's the thing that makes me feel best. And that's all i really want for Christmas.. a complete happy feeling...because (god this is corney but fuck it) THOSE are what you'll remember in 10 years.. or even when ur old wishing you were young again. Memories always keep you smiling. Don't get me wrong.. I stil lwant my lap top and everything else on my christmas list .. lol but it's not as importaint. And like Kayte was saying.. I want to do something good for someone I don't know either... maybe i'll see if I can get a present or two for her co-worker or find somewhere to volenteer for the season.. *sigh* i'm just in a good mood today... and it's about time.