i GIVE THE FUCK UP
honestly.
i worked JUST as hard as everyone else. i worked my ass off. i really did. sorry i had to have a job in order to survive living in boston, to eat, to clothe myself in a respectable manner. to have my own apartment. and to be less than 100K in debt before i was 21. i'm sorry my parents didn't sacrifice everything they had in order to send me to an overpriced college. whatever. i didn't want them to sell their home or cars or take out loans on my behalf. i'm sorry i couldn't have unpaid internships the ENTIRE FUCKING TIME i was getting my degree. i'm sorry i'm not wealthy and i'm sorry that my parents didn't live vicariously through me.
but for christ's sake-- why can't i get a job that i actually like?
how the FUCK am i supposed to get experience if you won't hire me? i'm MORE than fucking capable to do anything you ask me to do for a magazine. i give up. i just really honestly give up.
i want to cut myself off from everyone, EVERYONE who has a job that they like. because i worked JUST has hard as them and I HATE IT that everyone is working in their desired field and i'm just hocking skanky tank tops. i'll never be more than a sales girl.
and dont give me any, "oh, we know you're so talented," pity notes. fuck it. i give up.
i'm moving to new york. i can't wait.
i worked JUST as hard as everyone else. i worked my ass off. i really did. sorry i had to have a job in order to survive living in boston, to eat, to clothe myself in a respectable manner. to have my own apartment. and to be less than 100K in debt before i was 21. i'm sorry my parents didn't sacrifice everything they had in order to send me to an overpriced college. whatever. i didn't want them to sell their home or cars or take out loans on my behalf. i'm sorry i couldn't have unpaid internships the ENTIRE FUCKING TIME i was getting my degree. i'm sorry i'm not wealthy and i'm sorry that my parents didn't live vicariously through me.
but for christ's sake-- why can't i get a job that i actually like?
how the FUCK am i supposed to get experience if you won't hire me? i'm MORE than fucking capable to do anything you ask me to do for a magazine. i give up. i just really honestly give up.
i want to cut myself off from everyone, EVERYONE who has a job that they like. because i worked JUST has hard as them and I HATE IT that everyone is working in their desired field and i'm just hocking skanky tank tops. i'll never be more than a sales girl.
and dont give me any, "oh, we know you're so talented," pity notes. fuck it. i give up.
i'm moving to new york. i can't wait.