Long Entry
This will be long towards the end, which is kinda a rant, so for those of you who do not wish to stay tuned, you may read the top part only.
HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!!
I slept through most of it. sleep is goooood. Later at night the family played Apples to Apples. I laughes so much I lost my voice, and Josh called to wish me a happy thanksgiving. awwwwwwwwww
Friday I saw Josh, and it was pretty non-descript. oh wells.
Bowling Saturday. I beat only my mom..everyone else cheated using the bumpers...cheaters....Then dinner at IHOP. Yummmmm
Church Sunday, who should I see but my ex. I did talk to him, a little awkward, but not as much if I had ignored him and he came to talk to me...so it was quasi awkward. I also saw Sarah Goldstien, now in graduate school! I miss her....
Ate gram crackers for dinner while watching monk. Mom drove home, where I watched TV all night and listened to oasis...and saw a very disturbing Moral Orel.
Today I did one third of my statisics final, got my lab done, and went to pysch as usual. (Here comes the long part)
Random thought of the Day:
In Mr. Deeds, the guys says how if their 12 year old selves saw them, they would kick their butts. I think back to when I was 12...I still didn't really have friends, but life was getting better. Would the 12 year old me believe the 19 year old me? I hate talking in front of people, but I have to have two meeting a month. I'm shy, but I say hi to everyone. I hate putting things together, and I'm putting on programs. I STILL DO procrastinate. I barely talk to Jess anymore (the 12 year old eleni wouldn't really remember Jen that well) and Josh might as well not have existed, for all I knew. I didn't know what I wanted to do with myself, but I knew I wanted to adopt a baby girl from China (that is still my dream) although I was determined that I could be independant and didn't need men...I think/guess all girls are like that at least once in their lives. I never once thought I would be dating an asain, truth be told. I remember when I first met Josh, he was talking about how he and his friends were playing with knives, and I jumped in the conversation and asked "you play with KNIVES?????" and he said yes, and I thought"...what a weirdo"
Yes. That was my first impression of Josh...weird....
So I guess the only question left is...
Would my 12 year old self kick my butt?
I don't know, but I still feel the same as the quote in my AIM profile, sung by Jim Croce:
"They can change their minds, but they can't change me."
Good words.
I think I'll go now, and listen to oasis some more, since wonderwall is stuck in my head
Until next time, Ja ne!
HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!!
I slept through most of it. sleep is goooood. Later at night the family played Apples to Apples. I laughes so much I lost my voice, and Josh called to wish me a happy thanksgiving. awwwwwwwwww
Friday I saw Josh, and it was pretty non-descript. oh wells.
Bowling Saturday. I beat only my mom..everyone else cheated using the bumpers...cheaters....Then dinner at IHOP. Yummmmm
Church Sunday, who should I see but my ex. I did talk to him, a little awkward, but not as much if I had ignored him and he came to talk to me...so it was quasi awkward. I also saw Sarah Goldstien, now in graduate school! I miss her....
Ate gram crackers for dinner while watching monk. Mom drove home, where I watched TV all night and listened to oasis...and saw a very disturbing Moral Orel.
Today I did one third of my statisics final, got my lab done, and went to pysch as usual. (Here comes the long part)
Random thought of the Day:
In Mr. Deeds, the guys says how if their 12 year old selves saw them, they would kick their butts. I think back to when I was 12...I still didn't really have friends, but life was getting better. Would the 12 year old me believe the 19 year old me? I hate talking in front of people, but I have to have two meeting a month. I'm shy, but I say hi to everyone. I hate putting things together, and I'm putting on programs. I STILL DO procrastinate. I barely talk to Jess anymore (the 12 year old eleni wouldn't really remember Jen that well) and Josh might as well not have existed, for all I knew. I didn't know what I wanted to do with myself, but I knew I wanted to adopt a baby girl from China (that is still my dream) although I was determined that I could be independant and didn't need men...I think/guess all girls are like that at least once in their lives. I never once thought I would be dating an asain, truth be told. I remember when I first met Josh, he was talking about how he and his friends were playing with knives, and I jumped in the conversation and asked "you play with KNIVES?????" and he said yes, and I thought"...what a weirdo"
Yes. That was my first impression of Josh...weird....
So I guess the only question left is...
Would my 12 year old self kick my butt?
I don't know, but I still feel the same as the quote in my AIM profile, sung by Jim Croce:
"They can change their minds, but they can't change me."
Good words.
I think I'll go now, and listen to oasis some more, since wonderwall is stuck in my head
Until next time, Ja ne!