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And i miss you more than i should, than i thought i could,
i cant get my mind off of you.
and i hate the phone, but i wish you'd call
I hate the feeling of your heart almost leaping out of your chest. It's so uncomfortable. It happens everytime he calls. It's weird. The first week, I was sad with my self, the second I actually didn't think much about him at all - we talked on the phone every other day and it was good. comfortable. Now 3 weeks has gone by and it isn't until now that I miss him. WHY! haha. Maybe it's the stress.. it's making me weak. ha. I was just sitting here with Sarah at the library when he called - wanted to know if he could stop by apt, hang out a bit, order in. gah. Maybe i'm not ready to be friends with him. I didn't think I liked him still. I'm hoping that I just miss the idea of him being interested, as opposed to me actually missing him, the person. or that ridiculous? ha. I'm rambling. this is what i do when i'm nervous.
i cant get my mind off of you.
and i hate the phone, but i wish you'd call
I hate the feeling of your heart almost leaping out of your chest. It's so uncomfortable. It happens everytime he calls. It's weird. The first week, I was sad with my self, the second I actually didn't think much about him at all - we talked on the phone every other day and it was good. comfortable. Now 3 weeks has gone by and it isn't until now that I miss him. WHY! haha. Maybe it's the stress.. it's making me weak. ha. I was just sitting here with Sarah at the library when he called - wanted to know if he could stop by apt, hang out a bit, order in. gah. Maybe i'm not ready to be friends with him. I didn't think I liked him still. I'm hoping that I just miss the idea of him being interested, as opposed to me actually missing him, the person. or that ridiculous? ha. I'm rambling. this is what i do when i'm nervous.