what a nite...
First I saw Xtina in action - :O
I mean - what was she thinking...
It's all not worth the thrill
For me if I'm in that stage - boy,...I would have already lost all
feelings for the opposite to actually did what she did
That's why I'm "Bun 7" Hahhahahah!
After rescuing her...out of the loo, pulling her hair off the toilet bowl full of red wine puke
(Reminded me when Kizter was drunk every weekend to get over Rich (for a whole yr)
I should be an expert now of "pulling hair up for girlfriend when puking in loo" OH that's why I have black 'hair band' on my wrist all the time ! AHhahahah)
I love my girlfriends - what would we do without each other
I was pulled away almost immediately - to another hell after Xtina';
workmates that was in need
I think Fairy God Mother and Chloe was out that nite
Some people really can't take no for an answer
Ric was the best that nite "Her name is Chloe, don't you get it" ehehehahahhah...
Thanks Ric - I love you always....
Especially for the long talks and carrying Xtina on your back...
This made me realised that all my friends are still there, eventhough I disappeared and bugger off to HK for a long long time...but they're still there for me.
Why is the whole table drunk and crying?
Why are most of them just not happy and satisfied?
At least they get "sweetness" and not just try, try, plan, plan for that person, and all you get is a pad on the shoulder for having a little sniff up.
I was almost not sure whether I should be crying and getting upset & any sympathy coz'
I saw it - but was too blind, yes, is this what you called LOVE?
Need Focusing next time...new specs.
I think to myself - shouldn't I be the one crying? Shouting, cutting myself and throwing, smashing up bottles ...
If I had a blade it would be amazing
I would carve the pattern of what Anna Sui uses
Let it bleed and let the blood dry out in my arm into pretty flowery patterns
Facing all of it?
What about dealing with it?
B*** S***
No different then any other HK ppl right now
You are no longer 'Dub Pete'
Making yourself a 'see fud' does not
upgrade your self esteem
If it does, can you truely
say that your heart feels great?
Great! Work is getting real busy which is something I need right now
But concentrating is another
Thinking about my other 3 completely different events coming up
is just scary that I might lose concentration and F*** up
*Breathe in* deep
*Breathe out*
I mean - what was she thinking...
It's all not worth the thrill
For me if I'm in that stage - boy,...I would have already lost all
feelings for the opposite to actually did what she did
That's why I'm "Bun 7" Hahhahahah!
After rescuing her...out of the loo, pulling her hair off the toilet bowl full of red wine puke
(Reminded me when Kizter was drunk every weekend to get over Rich (for a whole yr)
I should be an expert now of "pulling hair up for girlfriend when puking in loo" OH that's why I have black 'hair band' on my wrist all the time ! AHhahahah)
I love my girlfriends - what would we do without each other
I was pulled away almost immediately - to another hell after Xtina';
workmates that was in need
I think Fairy God Mother and Chloe was out that nite
Some people really can't take no for an answer
Ric was the best that nite "Her name is Chloe, don't you get it" ehehehahahhah...
Thanks Ric - I love you always....
Especially for the long talks and carrying Xtina on your back...
This made me realised that all my friends are still there, eventhough I disappeared and bugger off to HK for a long long time...but they're still there for me.
Why is the whole table drunk and crying?
Why are most of them just not happy and satisfied?
At least they get "sweetness" and not just try, try, plan, plan for that person, and all you get is a pad on the shoulder for having a little sniff up.
I was almost not sure whether I should be crying and getting upset & any sympathy coz'
I saw it - but was too blind, yes, is this what you called LOVE?
Need Focusing next time...new specs.
I think to myself - shouldn't I be the one crying? Shouting, cutting myself and throwing, smashing up bottles ...
If I had a blade it would be amazing
I would carve the pattern of what Anna Sui uses
Let it bleed and let the blood dry out in my arm into pretty flowery patterns
Facing all of it?
What about dealing with it?
B*** S***
No different then any other HK ppl right now
You are no longer 'Dub Pete'
Making yourself a 'see fud' does not
upgrade your self esteem
If it does, can you truely
say that your heart feels great?
Great! Work is getting real busy which is something I need right now
But concentrating is another
Thinking about my other 3 completely different events coming up
is just scary that I might lose concentration and F*** up
*Breathe in* deep
*Breathe out*