Girl who cried wolf.
What do you do when you have successfully pushed everyone significant in your life? It's too late for me to redeem myself when I've pulled the same stunts over and over again. This time around, I really needed them to understand that I have been having a really rough time these past months and whatever wrong that I do to them, I don't mean and it's the only way that I could have let my frustration out. This time around, I have used up all my chances and I've pushed them out the door. I got a call today about a job interview and I was so happy that I reached to my phone to call someone and share the news. As I turned my phone, I realized I couldn't call them because they wouldn't care. Not anymore.
I've hit rockbottom and there's no one to help me back up.
& I have no one to blame but myself.
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