And in the end...
...nothing really changed at all. A Levels are over and the past 5 months and flown by. What have I been doing? I'm not ready for university yet.
He didn't know that I was waiting for him outside the hall, but how could he? It's not his fault.
I never took the initiative on things. Acted like a bitch to K and expected him to see me as anything but a stuck-up girl. Never bothered to become friends with him and then expected him to talk to me. And everyone else, everyone else.
I wish people would stop telling me to get a boyfriend. Because I yearn for the impossible.
I have a fear that no man in this world will ever love me.
He didn't know that I was waiting for him outside the hall, but how could he? It's not his fault.
I never took the initiative on things. Acted like a bitch to K and expected him to see me as anything but a stuck-up girl. Never bothered to become friends with him and then expected him to talk to me. And everyone else, everyone else.
I wish people would stop telling me to get a boyfriend. Because I yearn for the impossible.
I have a fear that no man in this world will ever love me.