Part 5 of 5. Always another way.
when I got some time after making dinner, I thought about what had happened with this reaction I got...as I had never gotten something like that.
I looked into the meeting we had earlier,
I tapped her on the shoulder, she didn't move away.
I called her name, she smiled.
Hand shake was extended she looked into my eyes.
I stepped close, she didn't move away.
when I pointed to the balcony, she moved in closer.
she always answered very cheerfully.
and then the avoid.
I'm pretty good at reading body language, and with most of these meaning she likes me, they could also be coincidence. then I started thinking about If she does like me. and my head got all fucked up. I've not talked to her a whole lot, so if she is into me it'll be a first for me. I've always been one of those guys that grows on you.
Then I noticed something. My broken heart was healed, didn't feel blue in the slightest.
I laid in bed just thinking how awesome I'd be if it were true. The girl is epically beautiful and incredibly smart. Beauty and Brains. she has awesome eyes, the arched eyebrows I love so much, awesome smile, big lower lip is just what I like. She is short and thin, small breasted...Love her voice, She has a laugh I find adorable, she's creative, loving, determined...from what I know about her, She's f'n perfect. I don't think I could get any closer to what I want, then her.
I'd really like this to be true and I'll be a little down if it's not...at least it helped me.
Monday I talked with her on IM and she didn't seem like she didn't want to talk to me. so I tried to get some help.. see things from another POV since I'm starting to develop feelings.
I took all the advice into consideration.
someone said to ask her friends, girls talk about everything. I find that to be wrong. You trust your friends, they shouldn't be blabbing your secrets.
the only way to get real answers is from her...
so I asked her for some time, but she's pretty busy, she said. I'd like to have most of her attention when I ask her these things. I still haven't been given the chance. I'm gonna sit back and try not to push it.
I would be 'ALL IN' if it was true and it'd be like winning the lottery for me...girl is way to good for me.
so that's everything until now.
I looked into the meeting we had earlier,
I tapped her on the shoulder, she didn't move away.
I called her name, she smiled.
Hand shake was extended she looked into my eyes.
I stepped close, she didn't move away.
when I pointed to the balcony, she moved in closer.
she always answered very cheerfully.
and then the avoid.
I'm pretty good at reading body language, and with most of these meaning she likes me, they could also be coincidence. then I started thinking about If she does like me. and my head got all fucked up. I've not talked to her a whole lot, so if she is into me it'll be a first for me. I've always been one of those guys that grows on you.
Then I noticed something. My broken heart was healed, didn't feel blue in the slightest.
I laid in bed just thinking how awesome I'd be if it were true. The girl is epically beautiful and incredibly smart. Beauty and Brains. she has awesome eyes, the arched eyebrows I love so much, awesome smile, big lower lip is just what I like. She is short and thin, small breasted...Love her voice, She has a laugh I find adorable, she's creative, loving, determined...from what I know about her, She's f'n perfect. I don't think I could get any closer to what I want, then her.
I'd really like this to be true and I'll be a little down if it's not...at least it helped me.
Monday I talked with her on IM and she didn't seem like she didn't want to talk to me. so I tried to get some help.. see things from another POV since I'm starting to develop feelings.
I took all the advice into consideration.
someone said to ask her friends, girls talk about everything. I find that to be wrong. You trust your friends, they shouldn't be blabbing your secrets.
the only way to get real answers is from her...
so I asked her for some time, but she's pretty busy, she said. I'd like to have most of her attention when I ask her these things. I still haven't been given the chance. I'm gonna sit back and try not to push it.
I would be 'ALL IN' if it was true and it'd be like winning the lottery for me...girl is way to good for me.
so that's everything until now.