An update.....really...I swear...
Wow it's been a few weeks since I've updated, a lot has happened. I've grown stronger and learned not to give a fuck what people say or think. Let's see, I have taken a leave of absence from work for about a week to get things cleared up in my life. College isn't as hard as people say it is, atleast test wise. The stress of it though can get to me. I got in a fight with a friend last night about how some information got out. I don't know who to believe and honestly I don't care, I am just hurt that my trust was broken with whomever.
My mother told me I made her feel like sitting on railroad tracks because she failed as a parent with me and my father seems to think I need to be healed by the paster for what ever reason. All this was said in done in less than a week so I have been through hell lately. I was told by someone that while I was in band I was an asshole because I didn't "socialize" with every single person, well you know what I am not sorry for that because I can't do what you want me to do. So I didn't go out and party with half the band and I didn't ask everyone that pats me on the back or says hi how there life is going. Give me a damn break, I am not superman and I don't intend to be.
There are apparent rumors going around about me in high school!! Jesus I am not even attending there and people are talking about me behind my back. If you noisy little peeps want to spread gossip, how about coming up and asking me first if the rumors are true and I'll give you a piece of my mind.
Other than that, my major is going good. I am starting to think I don't want to become a concert pianist and instead I want to become a teacher. Who knows what will happen.
My mother told me I made her feel like sitting on railroad tracks because she failed as a parent with me and my father seems to think I need to be healed by the paster for what ever reason. All this was said in done in less than a week so I have been through hell lately. I was told by someone that while I was in band I was an asshole because I didn't "socialize" with every single person, well you know what I am not sorry for that because I can't do what you want me to do. So I didn't go out and party with half the band and I didn't ask everyone that pats me on the back or says hi how there life is going. Give me a damn break, I am not superman and I don't intend to be.
There are apparent rumors going around about me in high school!! Jesus I am not even attending there and people are talking about me behind my back. If you noisy little peeps want to spread gossip, how about coming up and asking me first if the rumors are true and I'll give you a piece of my mind.
Other than that, my major is going good. I am starting to think I don't want to become a concert pianist and instead I want to become a teacher. Who knows what will happen.