Nov 13, 2023 14:13
Life has just felt... tilted.
Not all bad, not all good, just off.
I wasn't supposed to be able to have kids, and here I am with a 3 year old.
I was never going to get married, and CERTAINLY never divorced... and here I am trying to figure out how to divorce my husband of 7 years.
My business was never supposed to be more than my source of income, instead it became a source of income for my whole family.
So my world just feels... tilted. Off the axis of what I thought my life was going to be.
Oddly, I have just been rolling through change with little to no emotion behind it. Just doing what I must do. Is that healthy? I don't even know.
I just know that the future I thought I was going to have got tilted at some point, and I still haven't found a way to set my self right.