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the last time may 10th fell on a wednesday was six years ago. i remember because that was the night i was forced to leave willow oak. i remember the drive home in dads truck. and how quiet it was. and i remember thinking that had i just lied, like all the other times.. none of that would have happened. i remember getting home and crying all night. i really dont think the tears stopped for a couple of days. and back then i kept a calendar like i kept a diary.. i wrote down the events of the day every single day... on that day i wrote "wdomfl".. im sure you can translate.. "worst day of my fucking life" and it was. and there hasnt been a day that horrible since then. so its kind of sad to look back and remember this as the worst day of my life. i can still feel it now and then. yeah.. its just a church. but that church was my entire childhood- that church was my life. and yeah.. things are great now. we've all moved on and grown up. but sometimes i still wish things had turned out a little differently. so.. thats my "this day in history" for may 10th. dont forget.. mothers day is sunday. just thought id remind you while we're on this whole date kick. <3