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i ran into haley jordans mom at walmart last night... talking to her was very strange, and very sad.. we did a little bit of catching up.. talked about haley and her baby.. talked about my current work/school/living situations... she kept calling me 'sweet' and kept saying that ive always been 'such a good girl'
its hard to explain why... but those words just made me want to cry.
she spoke to me as if i was still that fifteen year old girl who used to stay at her house, bum her cigarettes and teach her little girl how to play the piano... for that one conversation i went back and relived that part of my life..
when we said goodbye she gave me a huge hug.. and told me that im going to be great because im such a good girl.. and she told me that their piano still has the little peices of tape that i put on them that mark all of the keys. ugh.
apparently haley is in town.
everyone i know despises haley at this point. shes screwed over pretty much everyone i know.. and to be quite honest haley just isnt a very nice or good person.
but for some reason i feel like i have to call her. i know ill regret it if i dont atleast try to contact her... unlike everyone else- i havent seen her in years.. shes never hurt me directly... and i have this ridiculous hope that shes doing okay, and that shes changed.. and that maybe shes even a good mother.
bah. we shall see.
mm.. in other news. i have the next two days off, and im excited.
its hard to explain why... but those words just made me want to cry.
she spoke to me as if i was still that fifteen year old girl who used to stay at her house, bum her cigarettes and teach her little girl how to play the piano... for that one conversation i went back and relived that part of my life..
when we said goodbye she gave me a huge hug.. and told me that im going to be great because im such a good girl.. and she told me that their piano still has the little peices of tape that i put on them that mark all of the keys. ugh.
apparently haley is in town.
everyone i know despises haley at this point. shes screwed over pretty much everyone i know.. and to be quite honest haley just isnt a very nice or good person.
but for some reason i feel like i have to call her. i know ill regret it if i dont atleast try to contact her... unlike everyone else- i havent seen her in years.. shes never hurt me directly... and i have this ridiculous hope that shes doing okay, and that shes changed.. and that maybe shes even a good mother.
bah. we shall see.
mm.. in other news. i have the next two days off, and im excited.