Mar 27, 2006 19:10
i hate myself
and i perpetuate that hate.
i believe i should be punished severely,
but i don't hardly remember what i did.
it keeps me unsatisfied, reaching, and perfectionistic.
it also keeps me stably unhappy.
and nothing makes me feel ok.
Hamlet: there is nothing you can make me willingly part withal-- except my life, except my life, except my life.