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[tiredofresting]

i might have to go to rehab. im going to sit and talk with my mom when i get home. i think i need to start over. i need to get clean. it s just that shit seems to snowball out of control. im burnt out. its hard to get up in the mornings all of my drive is gone. im scared im not going to graduate. im scared im going to fuck up and have nothing. im afraid im going to hurt her. im afraid she won't wait for me. im afraid she won't wait for me.

please say you will...please say you will.