Feb 17, 2005 21:32
Why does it have to be so hard to move on? I want to and i try to forget but nothing works. I cant stop thinking about it. It is constantly on my mind, i want to know what we could have been. I hate this.
Im trying to forget, but its not working. why? I hope that its supposed to be this way.
Lately Ive been very disapointed in myself. Ive been seeing the glass as half empty instead of half full. I need to be more greatful for the things that i have in my life like my friends my parents my health and stop worrying about this...its nothing or thats what i keep telling myself. Its just a stepping stone that i have to take and hopefully it will make me stonger.
i am weak
i love you