these hands produce no glory, this voice sings no beauty
why why why can't i write songs?
i'm seriously in the sappiest mood a person could be in, all i want to do is write beautiful songs about the girl who owns my heart, and i know that i'll fail before i even start. i know what you're going to think... "go ahead and try, you'll never know if you'll fail unless you try." i've been trying for years and years. it's not going to happen.
my life takes the deepest gasp when i look on you. the noise around, the commotion, the black... it all fades away to silent white... whenever your soul is near. i almost tear up just thinking of the brilliant power that you bring to a swell inside me... it's unbelievable. i can actually FEEL it in my heart. it's physical. i've said those words before, but they carried a different meaning then. i could feel it when my heart bore the weight of hiding my feelings from you. i could feel it when you moved me to smile without reason, but the pressure was always that of being disheartened at the idea of not having you. now i can feel a different weight inside me. it's not negative anymore. now i feel a strength inside. i feel a strength of knowing that you care about me, that you want to be near me... it's powerful knowing that someone actually desires to spend time with you... especially when that person is as beautiful as you.
thank you for making me smile.
i'm seriously in the sappiest mood a person could be in, all i want to do is write beautiful songs about the girl who owns my heart, and i know that i'll fail before i even start. i know what you're going to think... "go ahead and try, you'll never know if you'll fail unless you try." i've been trying for years and years. it's not going to happen.
my life takes the deepest gasp when i look on you. the noise around, the commotion, the black... it all fades away to silent white... whenever your soul is near. i almost tear up just thinking of the brilliant power that you bring to a swell inside me... it's unbelievable. i can actually FEEL it in my heart. it's physical. i've said those words before, but they carried a different meaning then. i could feel it when my heart bore the weight of hiding my feelings from you. i could feel it when you moved me to smile without reason, but the pressure was always that of being disheartened at the idea of not having you. now i can feel a different weight inside me. it's not negative anymore. now i feel a strength inside. i feel a strength of knowing that you care about me, that you want to be near me... it's powerful knowing that someone actually desires to spend time with you... especially when that person is as beautiful as you.
thank you for making me smile.