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There is this feeling of loneliness... yet not bothering to acknowledge such nuisance.
At times it's eating the core of my soul bits to bits, at times it spewed back the bits to form an ultimatum.
I always wanted to find my other half, the other half which have the same personality traits as I do. Also with a noble heart, one who is not an asshole, a backstabber, a cheater, a liar. But somehow, in this crack of uncertain resonance of era, that kind of a person who has my trait is either none have I ever met... were never been allowed a life on Earth, or is afraid of me.
Crossing paths with dudes who always are insecure whenever my presence is there around them is such an unsettling feeling. Wouldn't life be easier if there is someone who, for once, believe in me and will never feel any form of insecurity when one is with me? It's not like I am superior...
Hence the reason why I have chosen not to give a chance to something as fragile as an unstable relationship.
My friend has been asking me the type of guy whom I really want and I could not tell. I hope to not to fall for bad boys anymore (please.) nor guys that are immature whom will only look at the physical form of a female.
I guess my other half, is still out there. I just hope I can meet him one day.
Cry, and hug him tightly.
Never want to let him go.
While asking him, where the hell has he been all these while?
But I guess the hope is too high...
At times it's eating the core of my soul bits to bits, at times it spewed back the bits to form an ultimatum.
I always wanted to find my other half, the other half which have the same personality traits as I do. Also with a noble heart, one who is not an asshole, a backstabber, a cheater, a liar. But somehow, in this crack of uncertain resonance of era, that kind of a person who has my trait is either none have I ever met... were never been allowed a life on Earth, or is afraid of me.
Crossing paths with dudes who always are insecure whenever my presence is there around them is such an unsettling feeling. Wouldn't life be easier if there is someone who, for once, believe in me and will never feel any form of insecurity when one is with me? It's not like I am superior...
Hence the reason why I have chosen not to give a chance to something as fragile as an unstable relationship.
My friend has been asking me the type of guy whom I really want and I could not tell. I hope to not to fall for bad boys anymore (please.) nor guys that are immature whom will only look at the physical form of a female.
I guess my other half, is still out there. I just hope I can meet him one day.
Cry, and hug him tightly.
Never want to let him go.
While asking him, where the hell has he been all these while?
But I guess the hope is too high...