Easter bordom....
Barbarella Psychedella.
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I hate holidays! You got nowhere to go! Grrrr. So cristi and I went to eat at Sole. We had some good shit and got mighty full. Then we went to see Marcos. Seeing Marcos was kinda boring. Marcos so isn't good enough for me. But I hate the fact that he's too spaced out to notice this. I feel like I must remind him of this. But I'm too freakin' lazy. I need a REAL guy. I love this one, but its like being with a todler. Maybe if he would treat me like I deserve. But just acting normal to me, what is that? He's too damn comfortable. He'll like kiss me w/o brushing his teeth, hug me all sweaty, smoking around me, expect me to pay if I want to go out with him, and all this other crap. Its just wrong, he wouldn't do that if he wasn't so damn comfortable. He's so happy that he can just not care around me, but it sux! CARE DAMNIT! I still run to shower and fix myself up before I see him...even last minute. I just want someone who will care and NEVER stop caring. Don't EVER get comfy with me boy! He used to be ashamed of his room before, now he'll just expect me to walk around the shit on the floor. hummmmm...too bad I love the bastard. Only I find love as a sign of weakness.
"throw you life away, for one happy day." ~moulin rouge
Remember only I can trash the one I love. But I'll be damned if anyone else calls him smelly and lazy.