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I just wish... things could be easier. Like they could get done with no effort. I just wish that I could blink my eyes and all I ever wanted would be just before me. I used to be really proud of myself for putting so much effort into my life to make it the way I wanted it. I just to secretly love working really hard for what I wanted. But now- everything, EVERYTHING is such a struggle and I wish I could just have it easy. Take a break from the stress of it all and just have more fun in my life than stress. I have the phrase "give and take". I have been giving all my life for a marginal ammount of take. Now I want it all and I'm sick of having to work SO hard to get that.
I'm talking about money, relationships, work stuff, friendships, all relationships. I just wish that in a matter of minutes all the tough shit would melt away and we could all be left witht the comfortable, pleasent, and effortless fun that I feel like I have worked for and we all deserve.
I'm talking about money, relationships, work stuff, friendships, all relationships. I just wish that in a matter of minutes all the tough shit would melt away and we could all be left witht the comfortable, pleasent, and effortless fun that I feel like I have worked for and we all deserve.