May 17, 2005 23:26
I am so sick of being single! Gah! I had oh so much fun watching Jesse and Kayla make out and then Pedro and Bubbles, and of course Heather and Chris. Four words for you guys...GET a FUCKING ROOM!
I don't want to sit around and watch you people play throat hockey. So fuck off damn it.
I'm feeling much loneliness right about now. I'm just not meant to be in a relationship right now. But you know what...when I do lose weight and become a skinny ass hotty all of you fuckerheads that didnt even give it a second glance when I was fat are gonna frickin regret it. That's right...HAHA!
I just wish for once I could be happy. ME! I never get that happiness thing. I know I'm "bigger" than most girls but I don't think I'm absolutely that bad. I could be wrong I guess. Meh. Oh well, your loss.
I'm really bored and stuff...Today wasn't too bad aside from all of the PDA I had to witness. Went to the mall, bought the new System of a Down cd. eeks! I ish so happay! I also bought a pimp cane from the dollar store. It's hot. Then we all went to Pete's Garage and played pool and ate hot wings.
Now I'm home, being bored. And I'm about done with this for now...
Later Bitches..