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yeahhh so i'm in study right now;; majorly bored out of my mindddd.
so here's where i left off :
saturday night i go to start my laundry and 15 minutes later chris calls me and says to go outside cuz he's picking me up so i can eat over his house. we got dominos ... the 5 5 5 deal lol. then we went to petco and we bought a hampster together ! and all the stuff for it ... the cage, the food, the toys, the treats ... everything ! we named it celine and it's like light tan and the cutest little thing ever ! it's our first baby! lmao no but seriously, it is cute. and we play with it and feed it together hahah i love it already.
so then we went back to his house and set it all up. and then we watched a movie, i forgot which one though lol .. and then we drove around for a little and went to walgreens and i went home around 1. and we stayed on the phone for a while and then i passed out and i dont even remember getting off the phone with him ... i think i just passed out on the phone and he hung up after a while lol
yesterday i woke up and went out to lunch with my mom and alex. we went to friendly's and what started off to be a good day ended up sucking ... me and my mom = huge fight as usual. she won't even talk to me right now but i'm sure it'll pass ...
then i get home at like 1:30 and chris gets me and we go to willowbrook and i got a book and 3 dvds and i got him a video game cuz i'm sucha thoughtful girlfriend =] hah
then we went back to his house and i took a nap while he played his new game with his brother and then we ate ravioli for dinner lol and then we went to barnes and noble. i swear that's our sunday tradition. we each got a book there. then we watched sopranos at my house. then for some reason i had like, a breakdown and i was crying for an hour non-stop. like, i tried to stop and i couldn't. and he was hugging me and telling me that he loved me & that it's all gonna be ok. ... i was crying about mostly family stuff. and the fact that i basically ruined my own life this year and i can't get anything i used to have back and it's all my fault. ... i love him so much i swear <33
i barely got up for school in time today. i look gross and i'm still half asleep but what else is new? i need a ciggarette reallllll bad and it's gonna be a while before i can have one. hmmm can't wait til school's over i hate this hell hole.
so here's where i left off :
saturday night i go to start my laundry and 15 minutes later chris calls me and says to go outside cuz he's picking me up so i can eat over his house. we got dominos ... the 5 5 5 deal lol. then we went to petco and we bought a hampster together ! and all the stuff for it ... the cage, the food, the toys, the treats ... everything ! we named it celine and it's like light tan and the cutest little thing ever ! it's our first baby! lmao no but seriously, it is cute. and we play with it and feed it together hahah i love it already.
so then we went back to his house and set it all up. and then we watched a movie, i forgot which one though lol .. and then we drove around for a little and went to walgreens and i went home around 1. and we stayed on the phone for a while and then i passed out and i dont even remember getting off the phone with him ... i think i just passed out on the phone and he hung up after a while lol
yesterday i woke up and went out to lunch with my mom and alex. we went to friendly's and what started off to be a good day ended up sucking ... me and my mom = huge fight as usual. she won't even talk to me right now but i'm sure it'll pass ...
then i get home at like 1:30 and chris gets me and we go to willowbrook and i got a book and 3 dvds and i got him a video game cuz i'm sucha thoughtful girlfriend =] hah
then we went back to his house and i took a nap while he played his new game with his brother and then we ate ravioli for dinner lol and then we went to barnes and noble. i swear that's our sunday tradition. we each got a book there. then we watched sopranos at my house. then for some reason i had like, a breakdown and i was crying for an hour non-stop. like, i tried to stop and i couldn't. and he was hugging me and telling me that he loved me & that it's all gonna be ok. ... i was crying about mostly family stuff. and the fact that i basically ruined my own life this year and i can't get anything i used to have back and it's all my fault. ... i love him so much i swear <33
i barely got up for school in time today. i look gross and i'm still half asleep but what else is new? i need a ciggarette reallllll bad and it's gonna be a while before i can have one. hmmm can't wait til school's over i hate this hell hole.