What kind of a Memorial Day...
What kind of a day is this?!? I am just having a bad day. I have a really bad headache from this weather. I hate my sinuses, I want them removed. I also want another part of my removed (girls you know, hahaha) But today I woke up at like 10:30. Then my mom was like lets go shopping. And I said that I only wanted to go to Sally's Beauty Supply but I would go to the other places too. So we went to the mall, and Micheals and Barns and Noble (places that I would go to, but I wasnt really looking for anything specific). So then I was like "ok lets go to Sally's" and she says. "Oh lets go tomorrow I want to get home before your brother gets home from work to welcome him home" What the crap?!? I went out in the rain with a throbbing head ache for absolutly nothing!! She so favors my brother and I hate it. I want to go to camp!! I need it right now. I did get my journal for the summer today though. I am very excited to use it! I just want to get out of this house for a while and have some independance!
Well nothing is really going on today. I am glad that school is almost out! woo hoo. That means camp is just one day sooner. But like I so need camp to come, but at the same time I dont want it to because then it will be over. I hate that! Like thinking about that makes me want to cry. I just need people who understand me and can build me up as a person and a Christian! People who dont look at my crazy when I say I love God, but people who look into my heart and know that I so mean it! I need people who understand my tears and cry them with me. I need people who I have so many insanly wonderful moments with. Like when Lauren stole my CD...like just whenever we mention that those words take us right back to that moment and how awesome it was. I need people who have seen me fall and know my heart and mind. I just want to be with God fearing people again. I need it so much right now!