May 08, 2004 07:42
HEY! It has been a while again I know. I'm sorry. But the last 2 weeks have been insanly busy...but the sad part is that I dont even know what I have been doing. That worrys me a little, haha. I have had this burst of energy and have been doing so much. I have even been doing my homework. Like I like that I am like this, but I kinda dont because I feel like I always have stuff to do. Like I feel like I shouldnt be here doing this...I have a huge list of stuff in my head that I should be doing, but I'm not. Oh well.
Next week I am going to Conference. It should be fun. I get to play with the little girls, Elizabeth and Sarah, and swing on the swings and everything. It will be fun. And all my teachers except for Mrs. Falack have given me my homework already and I did it all. So I shouldnt have any homework to do while I'm there. I can relax and hang out. I also get to see my Uncle David!!!! I love him...I cant wait to spend some time with him. And I get to see Ty Joe and Leslie which will be fun because I havent seen much of them lately. Oh yea...and I get to see PG...grrrrreat. haha. But like I kinda dont want to go. You know when you leave your friends for a little while and like when you come back you feel kinda out of place. Like your out of the loop because you havent hung out that much. I am afraid thats what its going to be like. I hate that. I get that at camp when I come back from vacation. It sucks! So I am not looking forward to that. But I am looking forward to some time off from school.
This week was really rough. At least in the begining it was. I just get retarded sometimes (ok...all the time) but it was just one of those weeks. God is amazing and I am just learning to depend on Him with everything I have. Youth Group on Tues. really helped me out a lot! But I could really use some prayer from anyone who feels led. I would really appreciate it!