Mar 17, 2004 17:00
Well I was home once again. And Shelly wasnt even home to entertain me, haha. Well I woke up at like 12 and watched TV on my couch all day. It was nice to relax and try and get better. I watched American Idol that I taped last night and GilmoreGirls. Good shows! Then I watched Oprah and the Backstreet Boys were on!!!! I love them. Brian is so cute. I'm a loser but its ok because Christina totally agrees with me about Brian. Well I dont have anything else planned for the day except to watch more TV and go on*line more too.
I was listening to my Nichole Nordeman CD and I just want to say that I love her!!!! She seems to right songs about me. It's acctually kinda scary but I love it!! I was listening to her song "Even Then" and I swear that that song was written about me!
*Its a fear that keeps me wide awake*In the middle of the night*When the expectations are to great*And the bar gets raised too high*So I do the best with what I've got*And hope that no one knows*That I strain to see how I high I can try to stand*Until I'm mesured, but you know better
Thank You, Jesus*even when you see us just as we are*Fragile, frail and so far from who we want to be*So thank you Jesus!