panicky. kind of. more like...jittery. or ansy. *bleagh*
i'm so sad. and so excited. but sad. and excited. and sad. and excited. aah! everyone is leaving, and although i'll see each and every one of them in 3 months, things will never be the same. why this mix-up every year?!?! me no likey. but then again i do, because i can't wait to meet the new freshmen and have a new living arrangement. plus, summer is going to be fantastic. i'm just...so...indecisive about my mood, and this uncertaintly is agitating.
the year is over. and it's only may!!! i've finished 4 tests, and am down to a paper (due by 4! but i cracked out a thesis and found all the necessary references in the last half hour) and a project. but i'll get them out of the way today and since i don't leave until friday morning, i'll be able to approach packing and leaving quite calmly. but still! it's over! it's not like high school where's there are days of boredom and goodbyes. this is stressful and sudden and it's going to keep happening.
weeeeeeeeiiiiiiiirrrrrrrrrd.
the year is over. and it's only may!!! i've finished 4 tests, and am down to a paper (due by 4! but i cracked out a thesis and found all the necessary references in the last half hour) and a project. but i'll get them out of the way today and since i don't leave until friday morning, i'll be able to approach packing and leaving quite calmly. but still! it's over! it's not like high school where's there are days of boredom and goodbyes. this is stressful and sudden and it's going to keep happening.
weeeeeeeeiiiiiiiirrrrrrrrrd.