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I want to leave.
I miss Australia like woah!! I was looking through stuff and I was close to tears, and I hardly ever cry. I miss them people over there, the families, the accent, the everything!!! I felt free over there, no school, no parents, no little brothers/older brothers, just full out adventure!
I'm thinking on a career in Sociology. I heart people, well let me say that differently, I love the different customs of people. I love learning about why people do certain things. Plus for this career I could travel, to remote countries! Ugh paradise for me! I wanna go everywhere in the world! Is that possible...?
I forgot one on my other entry: I wanna climb to the top of a mountain and scream...scream with all my being, with all my soul.
Screaming is a good release of frustration...just well, it's better when you are alone...or if you target that screaming into something good. Like music, cheering, ect.
I love talking with God. Not praying, just talking one on one...even though he doesn't respond with voice I know he's there. I love reading my bible, it has some great advice.
Watched NGC today, GREAT channel. Whoever thought of making that magazine a whole channel was a grand person and i commend them! I also heart the cooking channel. But yes, NGC i watched this documentary ab MT. Everest. Oh what I would give to have the strength and will power to actually climb that! Then I watched this documentary on this Russian ship that caught on fire, it was cool.
Sometimes I really love educational tv.
I can't wait to grow up. And I hope to stay young!! I think the young part is because, well I'm scared sometimes. And lazy. Shoot it doesn't get better than to just go to school and not actually have to worry about bills and insurance and crap parents have to worry about. I worry sometimes, but not like they do. And the scared part well, I'm scared I will fail, in my life, in my jobs, with my future family (if there is one).
Sometimes I think too much, it get overwhelming. I need school to keep me from my own brain.
I miss Australia like woah!! I was looking through stuff and I was close to tears, and I hardly ever cry. I miss them people over there, the families, the accent, the everything!!! I felt free over there, no school, no parents, no little brothers/older brothers, just full out adventure!
I'm thinking on a career in Sociology. I heart people, well let me say that differently, I love the different customs of people. I love learning about why people do certain things. Plus for this career I could travel, to remote countries! Ugh paradise for me! I wanna go everywhere in the world! Is that possible...?
I forgot one on my other entry: I wanna climb to the top of a mountain and scream...scream with all my being, with all my soul.
Screaming is a good release of frustration...just well, it's better when you are alone...or if you target that screaming into something good. Like music, cheering, ect.
I love talking with God. Not praying, just talking one on one...even though he doesn't respond with voice I know he's there. I love reading my bible, it has some great advice.
Watched NGC today, GREAT channel. Whoever thought of making that magazine a whole channel was a grand person and i commend them! I also heart the cooking channel. But yes, NGC i watched this documentary ab MT. Everest. Oh what I would give to have the strength and will power to actually climb that! Then I watched this documentary on this Russian ship that caught on fire, it was cool.
Sometimes I really love educational tv.
I can't wait to grow up. And I hope to stay young!! I think the young part is because, well I'm scared sometimes. And lazy. Shoot it doesn't get better than to just go to school and not actually have to worry about bills and insurance and crap parents have to worry about. I worry sometimes, but not like they do. And the scared part well, I'm scared I will fail, in my life, in my jobs, with my future family (if there is one).
Sometimes I think too much, it get overwhelming. I need school to keep me from my own brain.