lockin
just woke up like an hour ago, still kinda tired, but im more awake than i was. this is too weird, usually i sleep in so bad on the weekends till 10 or 12, but today i woke up at 8. that is not like me at all..... its kinda strange. but anyways, my day yesterday sucked before i went to the lockin because my mom kept on bitching at me for NO REASON and i could tell she was majorly pmsing. having dinner with her was a nightmare, every little thing i would do wrong she would go on and on about it and not shut up, so i finally told her mom im sorry be quiet and that made her even more pissed and whenever i tried telling her that i wanted to stop this argument she would interupt me and be like "no tia your talking back your talking back you always have to have the last word you always have to have the last word" and just repeated that over and over again and i was like what the fuck im the one trying to stop the argument, and shes just being a bitch not letting me talk at all so she could just have her million year lecture about how all i want to do in life is have fun. that really mad me mad. i have spent all these weeks in school working my ass off and she tells me that life isnt all about fun its work, i mean why does she say that, she obviously has no idea how hard i try everyday to be a better person, well basically she has no idea what i do through at school everyday. she thinks im the most beautiful girl in the school and that any guy would want to go to homecoming with me..... hahaha bullshit. its not that easy. im the tall weird freakishy skinny one, no guy wants to go to homecoming with me im sure of it, but its ok because guys suck, they really do. they only want to go with those dumbass preppy girls. guys are so clueless i swear, but why do i love them so much.......im so stupid:/...... ok im glad i got all that out. its really not that big of a deal, i get in this fights with my mom all the time, but i think its more healthy for me to write it all down then to just keep it all inside me, because if i dont let it out, i might blow up in her face someday, and believe me, i really dont want to go there.
but anyways, enough with that crap. i had so much fun at the lockin. i went there around 9, and we went bowling!!! at first i sucked sooo bad. see the last time i went bowling i was 9 or 10, so i had no idea what i was doing. then heather showed me how to do it, so i got a lot better when we played the second game, but the first game i suuccckkkeeddd. i got all these gutter balls, it was like watching a little birdy try to beat up a bear, it was just so sad. it was so cool when all the flashy lights and music came on though, the bowling ally lit up like crazy. that was pretty tight. i had so much fun going bowling, i definitly need to do that more often. then we came back to the church around 12 and watched this weird movie, i dont even know what it was called but it was about some seniors taking the day off from highschool and acting stupid. it was just really gay. it was an 80s movie too, but i love the 80s music, so the music in the movie was pretty awesome. after that movie, i think we watched like 15 minutes of piarates of the carribean, because it was 2:00 or something, and everyone got so tired, so we all feel ashleep during that movie. its weird though, i used to be able to stay up all night without sleeping, and i hated going to sleep at lockins, but now i love sleeping, and it seems like i can never stay up that late anymore. i mean sleeping is becoming one of my hobbys, since i usually sleep in intill noon on the weekends. goodness ich bin sehr faul(i am very lazy) anyways, im going to teakwondo around 10 this morning since ive only gone once this week, so i better go get ready for it. i hope today my moms in a better mood, and maybe we can finally go get some paint stuff, because since kaylas birthday party, i havent been able to paint:/ that makes me sad, but its ok, my mom said that i would get painting lessons soon, which is awesome, i cant wait!!!
but anyways, enough with that crap. i had so much fun at the lockin. i went there around 9, and we went bowling!!! at first i sucked sooo bad. see the last time i went bowling i was 9 or 10, so i had no idea what i was doing. then heather showed me how to do it, so i got a lot better when we played the second game, but the first game i suuccckkkeeddd. i got all these gutter balls, it was like watching a little birdy try to beat up a bear, it was just so sad. it was so cool when all the flashy lights and music came on though, the bowling ally lit up like crazy. that was pretty tight. i had so much fun going bowling, i definitly need to do that more often. then we came back to the church around 12 and watched this weird movie, i dont even know what it was called but it was about some seniors taking the day off from highschool and acting stupid. it was just really gay. it was an 80s movie too, but i love the 80s music, so the music in the movie was pretty awesome. after that movie, i think we watched like 15 minutes of piarates of the carribean, because it was 2:00 or something, and everyone got so tired, so we all feel ashleep during that movie. its weird though, i used to be able to stay up all night without sleeping, and i hated going to sleep at lockins, but now i love sleeping, and it seems like i can never stay up that late anymore. i mean sleeping is becoming one of my hobbys, since i usually sleep in intill noon on the weekends. goodness ich bin sehr faul(i am very lazy) anyways, im going to teakwondo around 10 this morning since ive only gone once this week, so i better go get ready for it. i hope today my moms in a better mood, and maybe we can finally go get some paint stuff, because since kaylas birthday party, i havent been able to paint:/ that makes me sad, but its ok, my mom said that i would get painting lessons soon, which is awesome, i cant wait!!!