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Losing friends, same old story.
I have always had problems with keeping friends. I guess it's just me. I push people away, I pick and choose. Im a horrible person. I let everyone down.
I pretty much dislike everyone right now. Theres very few that I can tolerate. I should definately use this journal alot more. Im just typing down any thoughts that come to mind. It helps me cope. I don't give a fuck who reads this, or what they think. Im so fed up with everything. I try to fit in, and I was happy. I fuck up, as always. Nobody tells me this. They assume I know what Im doing. No. Im not that smart. I did not intend on things to happen like this. I really wish that someone would fucking tell me whats going on. I guess I just deserve this shit. I was meant to be alone. Forever.
I have always had problems with keeping friends. I guess it's just me. I push people away, I pick and choose. Im a horrible person. I let everyone down.
I pretty much dislike everyone right now. Theres very few that I can tolerate. I should definately use this journal alot more. Im just typing down any thoughts that come to mind. It helps me cope. I don't give a fuck who reads this, or what they think. Im so fed up with everything. I try to fit in, and I was happy. I fuck up, as always. Nobody tells me this. They assume I know what Im doing. No. Im not that smart. I did not intend on things to happen like this. I really wish that someone would fucking tell me whats going on. I guess I just deserve this shit. I was meant to be alone. Forever.