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today:
latte - 130
3 sips of a bubble tea - ?
2 diet cokes
frappe freeze - 110
my mom is letting me skip dinner!
i told her that i had a big lunch, and i'm not hungry, and shes letting me just not eat it!
its a miracle.
46 hours into my fast. now i can extend it until around 6 tomorrow when i have to go to dinner with my dad, best friend, and ex boyfriend. who all know about my eating disorder.
hmmmm....
CW: 140!!!!! what? i haven't lost any weight!
whatever. i should only have to eat wednesday evening and thursday evening. so i'm sure 136 is possible for sunday. i don't have to eat all day friday, saturday, or sunday, i believe.
latte - 130
3 sips of a bubble tea - ?
2 diet cokes
frappe freeze - 110
my mom is letting me skip dinner!
i told her that i had a big lunch, and i'm not hungry, and shes letting me just not eat it!
its a miracle.
46 hours into my fast. now i can extend it until around 6 tomorrow when i have to go to dinner with my dad, best friend, and ex boyfriend. who all know about my eating disorder.
hmmmm....
CW: 140!!!!! what? i haven't lost any weight!
whatever. i should only have to eat wednesday evening and thursday evening. so i'm sure 136 is possible for sunday. i don't have to eat all day friday, saturday, or sunday, i believe.