Hung Over.
So im guessing I need to update this stupid thing since Im incredibly bored and sick to my stomach..
The only good thing that has been going on is Ryan right now, and yes.. we are together. Im finally happy and confortable to be in a relationship, so Im hoping this all works out for the best. Besides that, everything is the same.. I still cant take the difference between my family, but its something that I HAVE to get over. Im starting to realize Im incredibly stubborn, I barely see my mom.. and the days I go over there I leave after like an hour. Its my fault that Im growing so distant from her.. and it makes me fucking sick to my stomach.. knowing my mom was my best friend.
I cant take this house anymore either.. between my dads gf coming over with her 2 kids, and my brother.. and just pretty much being a molly maid I think Im about to loose it. I cant stand coming home anymore to these people, im not ready for fucking step brothers or sisters. I cant stand when I come home, and their in my room, on my computer.. fucking waking me up at 9 in the damn morning. After all this Im soooo happy my parents decided not to have anymore Kids.. expessically girls. It just sucks and Im sure a lot of people can relate.. this is just new to me and It still hurts to know this is how its going to be forever.
Anyways Im sorry its just another entry of me bitching, besides all that.. I've been having fun with all my friends, and my boyfriend. Im incredibly lucky to have the friends I have. Even though we are all growing up.. and some of us are growing apart, the times we do spend together are a blast.
Oh and Of coursee I love my beautiful cousin Theresa Marie<33 Your probably the dorkest kid I know, singing your R-Kelly songs, but I guess I just have to love you until I die. We seriously need to hang out like the olden days hun.
ne ways Im outtie.. comment if ya want... I honestly dont give a shit. Plus this is going to be one of my last entries.. this thing HAS to go.
Me- x0x0x
The only good thing that has been going on is Ryan right now, and yes.. we are together. Im finally happy and confortable to be in a relationship, so Im hoping this all works out for the best. Besides that, everything is the same.. I still cant take the difference between my family, but its something that I HAVE to get over. Im starting to realize Im incredibly stubborn, I barely see my mom.. and the days I go over there I leave after like an hour. Its my fault that Im growing so distant from her.. and it makes me fucking sick to my stomach.. knowing my mom was my best friend.
I cant take this house anymore either.. between my dads gf coming over with her 2 kids, and my brother.. and just pretty much being a molly maid I think Im about to loose it. I cant stand coming home anymore to these people, im not ready for fucking step brothers or sisters. I cant stand when I come home, and their in my room, on my computer.. fucking waking me up at 9 in the damn morning. After all this Im soooo happy my parents decided not to have anymore Kids.. expessically girls. It just sucks and Im sure a lot of people can relate.. this is just new to me and It still hurts to know this is how its going to be forever.
Anyways Im sorry its just another entry of me bitching, besides all that.. I've been having fun with all my friends, and my boyfriend. Im incredibly lucky to have the friends I have. Even though we are all growing up.. and some of us are growing apart, the times we do spend together are a blast.
Oh and Of coursee I love my beautiful cousin Theresa Marie<33 Your probably the dorkest kid I know, singing your R-Kelly songs, but I guess I just have to love you until I die. We seriously need to hang out like the olden days hun.
ne ways Im outtie.. comment if ya want... I honestly dont give a shit. Plus this is going to be one of my last entries.. this thing HAS to go.
Me- x0x0x