My heart hurts
"We do not value what we have the way we need to until we no longer have it."
I promised someone that I wouldnt write depressing things in this journal, but some promises are best not kept. Today I lost one of the greatest friends I ever had. Thats putting it melodramatically, but it is effectivly true. She is special to me in a way that only one other person ever has been. And things will never be the same, I wont ever be able to just call her to talk, and when she is here I will have to viciously compete for a chance to see her. Many would wonder at me still feeling this way after our recent differences, and I pity those people, for they dont know what a real friend is. I am also sick to the point of deliriousness, and talking through some killer cold drugs. So if I sound a little prosaic and wierd, blame the nice folks at Rite Aid pharmacy, I'm sure they'd be happy to listen.;) My head hurts, my chest aches, my throat burns, and I cant miss a single period of school without worrying about a court order, thanks to the twisted intricacies/idiocies of the school district administration. Ce la vie...... Congradulations Liz, bye the way. O yeah, the musical is in such a horrible slump because of certain people who will go unmentioned, that my prediction is that it will be either delayed or canceled because certain jackasses wont show up and others wont do their jobs!!!!!!~COUGH~ To top it off, my Hetero-life-mate, Johnson, is also in a similar state of neo-laconic depression, and my own disabilities in this area make it difficult for me to help him out. Sigh...... Nick needs more moral support, feel free to leave some at the door.
I promised someone that I wouldnt write depressing things in this journal, but some promises are best not kept. Today I lost one of the greatest friends I ever had. Thats putting it melodramatically, but it is effectivly true. She is special to me in a way that only one other person ever has been. And things will never be the same, I wont ever be able to just call her to talk, and when she is here I will have to viciously compete for a chance to see her. Many would wonder at me still feeling this way after our recent differences, and I pity those people, for they dont know what a real friend is. I am also sick to the point of deliriousness, and talking through some killer cold drugs. So if I sound a little prosaic and wierd, blame the nice folks at Rite Aid pharmacy, I'm sure they'd be happy to listen.;) My head hurts, my chest aches, my throat burns, and I cant miss a single period of school without worrying about a court order, thanks to the twisted intricacies/idiocies of the school district administration. Ce la vie...... Congradulations Liz, bye the way. O yeah, the musical is in such a horrible slump because of certain people who will go unmentioned, that my prediction is that it will be either delayed or canceled because certain jackasses wont show up and others wont do their jobs!!!!!!~COUGH~ To top it off, my Hetero-life-mate, Johnson, is also in a similar state of neo-laconic depression, and my own disabilities in this area make it difficult for me to help him out. Sigh...... Nick needs more moral support, feel free to leave some at the door.