Spaghetti and dodge balls

Sep 17, 2022 15:36

It’s been four months since Ziggy’s death, and I have been trying to find something to occupy my mind. Whether it’s going to work for a couple of hours or watching a murder mystery on Hulu. My mind has been playing tricks on me. I’m always looking around the corner to see him come running and hopping on the couch, or jumping on the bed and cuddling next to me while we both take a nap.  Even when I fall asleep at night I hear him meowing. But I know it’s just me thinking happy thoughts. Every morning when I wake up I yell to Zoe to see if she’s awake. Once she’s awake, I go over to our pantry and get her some treats. Then lift her up and give her a hug and kiss and tell her everything is going to be okay.

Towards the end of August, I wasn't feeling well. I felt run down and my body was achy. Turns out I was really dehydrated. I don't want to go into really gross detail but I had nausea,headaches,tiredness, lack of energy, and the worse of all I kept throwing up. I thought to myself Oh Shit! Could I have Covid? I took an at home test and the results were negative. My boyfriend who was a great guy got me everything I could drink and eat at the grocery store. He even took me to the Urgent Care just so I could tell them what was wrong. The doctor prescribed me some nausea,dizziness,anti-puke pills so I can get back to normal. I was also out of work for two weeks, so with a lot of drinking and having every thing try to stay down I was feeling better. There are now things that I have to get rid of. The dizziness is there, but I know if I keep moving and drinking water hopefully it will go away. Sometimes I get some headaches but they aren't bad after i drink and eat something. I'm just now focusing on getting my energy levels normal.
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