update
Today was March 01, and it said I was 102.2 pounds this morning... I think I was really dehydrated. I'm going to be marking my weight down so I can somewhat know my progress. I should really still say 103... I'm going swimming like last time I did. I felt so good. yay. Maybe go running on the tredmil as well. Today I ate 1.75 pancakes today. Its disheartening, but what my real goal is, is to never feel "sick full i.e. over full gross full" I haven't for awhile now. March is my month to lose weight. I can feel it.
I'm a good girl. I wake up to coffee. I hate eating for the most part, so I "force" myself to eat oatmeal. Its good. I think I needed those pancakes because I felt sooo weak. I fell asleep lying on the end of my moms bed for two hours..lol. She originally yelled at me not eating enough, but now she doesn't say anything. Now its March 02. So yesterday I was making brocolli and she said "that isn't enough!" and I said "I'll just eat something else if it isn't enough" then she said "are you sure you can handle that? eating brocolli and something else?!..." and I just laughed. so I'm happy. Meals are good. In moderation. I'm guessing I'll be like 103.5 from those pancakes tho... O well.