Nov 22, 2004 13:12
I said I didn't hate you, but I lied. What a fool I was.
I let you into my house, into my life, my secrets, and what did you do with that?
YOU lied. Everything was a lie. Everything that ever came out of your mouth was a lie. Everything you've done was a lie. You are a lie.
I did hate you, I really did, for a petty little reason at first, but now I realize it was just a sign of more things to come. Little did I know that there were plenty of things you had already done and said.
The actions you take are filled with rewards and consequences. That's why you take care so as not to choose the wrong thing. Looks like you've done wrong, every single fucking time.
I do not hate you though. No, I have no room in my heart for you. No room in my life or in my thoughts. To hate you would give you the advantage, because you would still be important enought to hate. You are nothing. Nothing is far worse than being hated. Throw away all those pictures that are attached to so many memories, because that's what I'm doing. Those times were all a lie too apparently.
You got something you didn't deserve and you quit that and threw it away. You didn't have the support you thought you deserved there so you left. Well guess what, you didn't deserve that. You built a world out of lies and you're trying to live in it now. I wish you luck with that, but I won't be a part of it. You've alienated the people that really cared for you, all because you think you have to be the best.
Well Princess, just because you're pretty doesn't mean the world revolves around you.
I do realize though you're still naive.
When you get out into the real world, you'll be just another pretty face, and the lies won't save you.
You make your own bed, and you've had plenty of visitors.
I want no more to do with you. I am disgusted with the direction you've chosen to take in your life. So I hope you have no more to do with me. Stay away from me and my life and the people that I love, because I do have room in my heart for them and they don't need your vile lies either.