worst case scenario
So I keep thinking things that are really degrading and humiliating. They make me so upset and no one knows why I'm upset, I'm just embarassing myself in my mind and then becoming upset. Maybe it has something to do with bad self image. What the hell is self image anyway? I don't know. I guess I should make my news years resolution to always have a glamourous outer image and maybe it will sink into the inside. For example, today I wore lots of makeup, even foundation/concealer and I only went to phoenicia bakery and to work for 2 hours. Why did I dress up? to feel pretty? I don't know. Do guys ever have to do that? Why would putting funny waxy powdery stuff all over my face make me feel any better...
Tally for the grades:
A in theatre
A in Adv.
and
? communication (final tomorrow morning) I'm guessing B because my professor is a JERK.
? Physical science (grade not posted) I'm guessing A or B
*sigh* I'm so glad this pathetic semester is over.
Tally for the grades:
A in theatre
A in Adv.
and
? communication (final tomorrow morning) I'm guessing B because my professor is a JERK.
? Physical science (grade not posted) I'm guessing A or B
*sigh* I'm so glad this pathetic semester is over.