Jan 08, 2005 20:39
im so pissed off. i have my period, and i have no control. i didnt eat a lot of fattening food today, im actually pretty proud of myself. im back on the detox pills..i made myself a lean cuisine, it was cooking while my dad brought home about 5 grinders for our family to split up. i ate my lean cuisine, went downstairs and threw the container out, couldnt help but look what was left over, and saw a whole italian grinder screaming for me to eat it. i took a half of it, and cut that in half, went upstairs and ate it. sat around for a few minutes, felt disgusting that i ate so much, and went and purged...then what do i do 20 minutes later? go downstairs and grab the other 6 inch other half, eat the whole thing and purge it. what the hell is wrong with me!!!! i cant help it. im always so fricken hungry..as im typing this im eating a bowl of rasin bran.
girls, i had an idea..
would you mind if i posted pictures of myself and you can tell me truthfully what you think about my body? i told my mom what my boyfriend said and she was like well i dont think youre fat at all, but of course a mother would say that..i dunno, what do you think??
hugs, kisses, & thin wishes
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