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Ho hem haw herm....................................................................oh bugger.
I'm so torn between the joyous arrival of my favorite season and the bleak walls of the school toppling on my head.
I'm trying to deal with new concepts, like working towards something and not getting it just right the first few times..... I've never worked hard on something and have it not yield to a perfect, or near to, result. It's discouraging, which is dangerous. It also makes me feel perpetually sick to my stomach. I think these new concepts will be good for me in the long run...but for now...I just want to become emu-like.
In other news! I'm going to ITALY!!!!!!!!!!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! My life isn’t pointless! I have something to look forward to!!!!