Oy
So. We've come to this time of year. Mid-winter. And everyone is sick of the snow and the cold. Consequently, it makes people grow sick of other things. Their life, their looks, friends, family, ect. It messes with their entire out look. I know what mid-winter means for my friends. Fights. Simply because there really is nothing better to do. All these little feuds erupting over tiny things. They’re all unnecessary. But behind all the ridiculous arguments and grudges, there is a truth. We’re-All-Sick. There lies the excuse.
This is why I hate the winter. Because unfortunately, I have found and followed the footsteps of "people". I'm tired of my life's monotony. My routine. I walk the same hallways at school everyday. Wear the same clothes every week. See the same people after every hour. It's not a wonder why everyone feels the same way. "Hi." "Hey." "How are you?" "Fine, You?" "Fine...tired." I'm always tired. Not even the sacred caffeinated drink will wake me up any more. I feel like I'm constantly close to blacking out. Thus I feel like I'm not really living. What did I do today? Well, I'm not sure, I really don't think I was awake for most of it...
I guess what I'm asking for is a slap in the face.
This is why I hate the winter. Because unfortunately, I have found and followed the footsteps of "people". I'm tired of my life's monotony. My routine. I walk the same hallways at school everyday. Wear the same clothes every week. See the same people after every hour. It's not a wonder why everyone feels the same way. "Hi." "Hey." "How are you?" "Fine, You?" "Fine...tired." I'm always tired. Not even the sacred caffeinated drink will wake me up any more. I feel like I'm constantly close to blacking out. Thus I feel like I'm not really living. What did I do today? Well, I'm not sure, I really don't think I was awake for most of it...
I guess what I'm asking for is a slap in the face.