Fuck.
Everyone fuck off. I'm so sick of LJ posts geared at one person but because people are scared of that person knowing how they feel, they speak in generalities. Kyle, by "don't be a martyr" I meant just that. Don't be like "why are you always mad at poor little me, just because it's easier than being mad at other people". Shut up. I'm really uncomfortable with your judgement of my relationship and I clearly expressed that today at lunch. Kyle you don't know my realtionship and you dont have a lot of experience for comparision so don't cop a "holier than thou" attitude. I need people to either be there for me or fuck off and don't say anything. I talk about Mal a lot because he really is my life, guys. And he's not going anywhere, so if you can't handle it, get over it. My parents suck and people are trying to make me feel guilty and bad for being distraught that he's away from me. And he's upset because I'm not sad enough, it seems, because people won't let me be sad. He's what makes me happy. Don't get all pissy but Mal's like honestly my best friend. My parents can't just fucking leave me the hell alone and adjust to him being gone. I just need someone who understands and the only person who can is Malcolm! Anna, we have been drifting apart, and it's my fault really, and I probably should have talked to you about it a long time ago. Corinne, I've taken advantage of our friendship because of my own frustrations. Tyler, life is hard. Denny, do you even exist anymore? I never see you. Kyle, I'm sorry. Josh, I miss our friendship. Olivia, you've already got your own friends and stuff and Anna fits better into yours and Wendy's "thing". Jesus my head's about to explode!