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hey every one ... it have been a long time since i last updated i know .. sorry .. why so busy .. well you know it's summer the high seson in syria all airlines are organising meetings for work plans and every thing , second of all i've been busy with the Galileo system's corse a corse to learn the most popular reservation system in syria which was so useful at teh other hand plenty agencys from outside countries have been asking me for syria's programs and its prices ... ye sthat's so so busy .. at the other hand wael finaly is back to work ... and not only that the bos that fiered him for personla reaseons has her punishement which is satisfighting me so much ... and .. i don't know why .. bit we are kind of back to these days when we first fell in love ... things like when he can't pull his eyes off me .. whe he tell me the sweetest things .. i don't know it's somthing like magic .. i mean i'm always so happy with wael he make me feel more confident comfortable and loved ... but these days i feel like i'm in heaven ..
about mom .. finally i know the secret taht makes her apritiate me and be good with me .. well she's busy .. i mean you remember abdul al halim the one that tried to ruin my live onece .. well somewhuy he decided not to and changed his position so .. now he respects me.. and not saying bad things about me .. and the good thing that he keeps mom's head busy so she don't middle in my work .. when she is not busy she change every thing that i do even though i do my job so good .. and it drives me mad ... but with abdul halim arround they talk .. he keep telling lies and she follows the truth " it seems some kind of a mental game to me " the point that this keeping her so busy and i do all the work with no one to tell me how stupid i am .. or how i can't do any thing righ when i know that i'm doing better tahn him ... i guess i've told you every thing .. emmm yes there's another thing .. that's hurting me so much .. my brother Jade he have an LJ too and i started writing my diary here as he asks me too .. first i subscibed i added him and he didn't add me back ... and now he turned his LJ a frind only .. i told him that i can't read any thing so he say like " well steo in and post me and i'l be adding you " i told him that i shouldn't be beging him to add me .. any how i steprd in his LJ and post him a hi post .. and he didn't add me .. even i told him about it .. and what he did he just laught .. and still he didn't add me .. well i don't thnk that i am a lousy sister or somthing .. i'm as good to him as i can .. i just don't know why he is so crule with me when he is so so so cool and nice with every body else ! . :(( even lately he started making fun of me in front of his freinds .. well that's bad .. that's too bad .. ! any how .. we can't have every thing in this live a good job a good conditions .. and Wael ... having a not caring brother won't hurt too much .. right ..
beside having such grate freinds as you all ..is just like having this huge family all around the world .. i love you all .. take care .
" long post eih ? :) "