'cause baby that's all i know.

[tinybluepenguin]

i've been having a lot of mental struggles lately.  going back and forth between embracing my new single status, while at the same time searching for happiness through other people.  i've had this problem for years now (which i've known), and i've realized that until i'm content with myself to the point where i don't need to be in a relationship, then it probably isn't a good idea for me to attempt to find one.  not that i'm outright looking for a relationship right now, but i think i've been searching for something to fill the void that a steady boyfriend does.

laurel street is really my only haven these days.  considering family struggles never seem to end, and it's one problem after another.

i can't wait to move back downtown, because the family drama will be further removed, classes will be starting, and i will be stoked to see friends back in town.