i'm a cat lady *sigh*
it's that time of year when everyone's in love, stupid holidays. even my little sister has a boyfriend. i dont even know why i'm bitching about it i dont even have time or energy to date, if i had a date i would just cry about everything that's going on in my life and scare him off. i've never had an anniversary, let alone a 3rd date. it's so weird for me not to have a crush on anyone, it's almost like i'm not even trying because i'm afraid it'll flop like all my previous attempts. like i now notice when guys hit on me and stuff but i'm not interested! why is that? what's wrong with me? i bitch about not dating when i dont even try. i guess i'm afraid of getting heart broken again. some people aren't meant to date i guess, i dont even know what the guy i would go out with would be like. he would probably get tired of me lol. i need a hug.
oh, i didn't quit my job cause aparently that was "the wrong way to handle it" my mom says *rolls eyes* even though that's exactly what she told me to do. i talked to my manager this morning when i dropped off a movie, and she was very happy that we worked it out so i can work friday saturday and sunday and close on fridays, so even if i were to date, it wouldn't work cause i'm married to my job lol, i'm just going to accept my fate as being one of those ladies with weird reading glasses, wears long flowing skirts and has 30 cats.
oh, i didn't quit my job cause aparently that was "the wrong way to handle it" my mom says *rolls eyes* even though that's exactly what she told me to do. i talked to my manager this morning when i dropped off a movie, and she was very happy that we worked it out so i can work friday saturday and sunday and close on fridays, so even if i were to date, it wouldn't work cause i'm married to my job lol, i'm just going to accept my fate as being one of those ladies with weird reading glasses, wears long flowing skirts and has 30 cats.