I need somthing

Jul 11, 2007 19:38

Life is hard; though if it wasn't,there wouldn't be any appretiation or satisfaction with any end result. I have learned a lot in my last 20 or so years, but I know that there is a HELL of a lot more out there for me to embrace in my own way. It is exciting and thrilling. Even hough I am in love with my home city I always have had a pit in my stomach of hungering discontent. If that makes sense.
Lately I feel that I have no creative edge and no motivation to produce anything. It is as though when I packed up my art stuff a year or two ago I put away my passion to create. I am uninspired by life; or, at least numbed to inspiration. I don't feel like myself. It is very frustrating. I don't know what is wrong.

I am goign to miss the country fair agaign this year. Broker thena joke, can't even aford a botte, or a bag. Half living off my boyfriend(which disgusts me), and any money I make goes to bills. WTF! Humbling...or somthing..I work at a drycleaners. I fucking quit Harley, cock suckers.
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