*squeaks*
Oh man. akirashocksubs is going to release this week. ...I think. I'm... pretty sure? Ahaah. I need to get my clips done and then I can finally, FINALLY finish all my own timing projects and relax during vacation. *squeaks* I need to also hand out assignments and talk to my other timers, which is difficult when they're all not on at the same time. XP Although, it's not their fault. XP Okay. Whatever.
So basically, I'm ranting today. Because yesterday was just ASK;DJFLKASJFDASFD. My mom pisses me off. First of all, though? Prodigal daughter is pissing me off.
For all those not in the know, which is basically everyone because I haven't talked about "Prodigal daughter" here at all, but here's the rundown.
Prodigal Daughter:
- My mom's friend's Daughter
- Two years younger than me
- Graduating high school
- Is speaker/Valedictorian
- Having a big 18th birthday party to the point that it's basically considered a ball
- Oh, did I mention she's rich?
- Having a "personal" piano recital
- ...Plays the piano... still. (Unlike me who stopped.)
- Is in the choir or something like that and goes all over the world performing
- Isn't shy
- Wants to go into journalism
Basically, she's like my mom's idea of a perfect daughter. ~_~;; Which means I fail. *sighs* And my mom, intentionally or not, lauds her very being and it irritates me because... well... I've always been the type to seek approval. And it sucks when she keeps talking about other children's daughters with such pride, like al;ksjdfasd "MY CHILDREN SUCK. SEE, THIS IS WHAT I WANT." *rolls eyes* I'm so pathetic sometimes.
My mom's been pissing me off lately. She often has... tendencies to do things. Like:
1) Tendency to lecture me in public.
Okay. Fine. Lecture me at home. Whatever. But stop lecturing me when there are LOTS OF PEOPLE AROUND. Places? Malls, crowded trains, CABS (that was flipping embarrassing) and yesterday? The eye-glass place. It's just. WHAT. Stop it! I don't want to be lectured in front of all these people. I'm a twenty year old WOMAN (aslk;djfasf that's weird) who'd rather not be lectured like a little girl in front of all these people.
2) Tendency to embarrass me in public.
That kinda goes hand in hand with the other one. But this applies to all sorts of other things. asl;djfasdf.
3) Tendency to freaking .... make me rant? IDk. I had a third one. I swear I did.
Yeah. What a thing for my new friends to see. LOL. Me ranting about my mom. @.@ It happens often, just a warning. ~_~;;
Eye-glasses: Well, nothing too bad. Apparently, my left eye is better than my right. *shrugs* I had no idea. Whatever. Also there was apparently a possibility I'd have glaucoma...not sure if that was spelled right, but yeah. But I'm fine. Got a new pair, rimless again. And my mom's all *disapproving look* Oh forget you. I like rimless, leave me alone. And then she insists I get contact lenses. I'm sorry. My nose looks FUNNY. No. I don't like the idea of not wearing glasses. And she's trying to argue that I should wear it for when we go to parties (AKA California) and I'm trying to tell her that DAMN IT, I DON'T WANT CONTACTS. What is this?! I don't understand! Plus she came AN HOUR AND A HALF LATE. Of course, granted, she works in Manhattan, but from her stop? It takes FOURTY MINUTES, TOPS. So ftw was that all about? I was irritated and crabby and STARVING and didn't want to deal with her. XP asdl;jasdfjasdf. WHY, OH WHY DOES SHE INSIST ON PISSING ME OFF?!
Dresses: Apparently, not only am I wearing a fancy dress to Prodigal Daughter's BIG EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY PARTY, I also have to wear one to her flipping graduation. So we went shopping after the eye glass appointment to a store nearby. I liked what I ended up buying.
Dress for Graduation:
Dress for Ball:
^_^ I'm most excited for the ball one, because it's poofy at the bottom and it's short-ish and makes me feel really adorable. (Which I'm not, but still. *laughs*)
So yeah. Got that shopping done.
Things left to do now? Packing. XP
Fandom Related things:
- ;laksjdfas SHIGE IN A DRAMA. *squeaks* So exciting! Apparently we're subbing that too. *laughs* Not that I mind because ;LASJDFALSJFDA. SHIGE'S IN A DRAMA. <3 And he's playing SOCCER. *squeaks* (I need to stop doing that.) Apparently he's started training? OMG. Can you imagine if Tesshi's the one teaching him? Ahaha!
- Arashi gets a new CD. I love them. I swear. I do. *points at her Aiba Icon* And while I'm very happy for them, why is my NewS not getting anything? I mean, there's a rumor that they're going to have a new Single, but still. T.T It's still at rumor status. XP I just... Well, yeah. Go, Arashi though! Congrats on the new CD! ^_^
- ...no, nothing else here. Okay. I'll just go bye bye now.
Okay. I SWEAR I'll get back to yesterday's comments. Seriously. I will. I also want to go through all my new friends' entry post, but while I will read them (I read most, I might've skimmed others), I most likely will not comment because I = fail at commenting. XP I'll.... Try? XP
So basically, I'm ranting today. Because yesterday was just ASK;DJFLKASJFDASFD. My mom pisses me off. First of all, though? Prodigal daughter is pissing me off.
For all those not in the know, which is basically everyone because I haven't talked about "Prodigal daughter" here at all, but here's the rundown.
Prodigal Daughter:
- My mom's friend's Daughter
- Two years younger than me
- Graduating high school
- Is speaker/Valedictorian
- Having a big 18th birthday party to the point that it's basically considered a ball
- Oh, did I mention she's rich?
- Having a "personal" piano recital
- ...Plays the piano... still. (Unlike me who stopped.)
- Is in the choir or something like that and goes all over the world performing
- Isn't shy
- Wants to go into journalism
Basically, she's like my mom's idea of a perfect daughter. ~_~;; Which means I fail. *sighs* And my mom, intentionally or not, lauds her very being and it irritates me because... well... I've always been the type to seek approval. And it sucks when she keeps talking about other children's daughters with such pride, like al;ksjdfasd "MY CHILDREN SUCK. SEE, THIS IS WHAT I WANT." *rolls eyes* I'm so pathetic sometimes.
My mom's been pissing me off lately. She often has... tendencies to do things. Like:
1) Tendency to lecture me in public.
Okay. Fine. Lecture me at home. Whatever. But stop lecturing me when there are LOTS OF PEOPLE AROUND. Places? Malls, crowded trains, CABS (that was flipping embarrassing) and yesterday? The eye-glass place. It's just. WHAT. Stop it! I don't want to be lectured in front of all these people. I'm a twenty year old WOMAN (aslk;djfasf that's weird) who'd rather not be lectured like a little girl in front of all these people.
2) Tendency to embarrass me in public.
That kinda goes hand in hand with the other one. But this applies to all sorts of other things. asl;djfasdf.
3) Tendency to freaking .... make me rant? IDk. I had a third one. I swear I did.
Yeah. What a thing for my new friends to see. LOL. Me ranting about my mom. @.@ It happens often, just a warning. ~_~;;
Eye-glasses: Well, nothing too bad. Apparently, my left eye is better than my right. *shrugs* I had no idea. Whatever. Also there was apparently a possibility I'd have glaucoma...not sure if that was spelled right, but yeah. But I'm fine. Got a new pair, rimless again. And my mom's all *disapproving look* Oh forget you. I like rimless, leave me alone. And then she insists I get contact lenses. I'm sorry. My nose looks FUNNY. No. I don't like the idea of not wearing glasses. And she's trying to argue that I should wear it for when we go to parties (AKA California) and I'm trying to tell her that DAMN IT, I DON'T WANT CONTACTS. What is this?! I don't understand! Plus she came AN HOUR AND A HALF LATE. Of course, granted, she works in Manhattan, but from her stop? It takes FOURTY MINUTES, TOPS. So ftw was that all about? I was irritated and crabby and STARVING and didn't want to deal with her. XP asdl;jasdfjasdf. WHY, OH WHY DOES SHE INSIST ON PISSING ME OFF?!
Dresses: Apparently, not only am I wearing a fancy dress to Prodigal Daughter's BIG EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY PARTY, I also have to wear one to her flipping graduation. So we went shopping after the eye glass appointment to a store nearby. I liked what I ended up buying.
Dress for Graduation:
Dress for Ball:
^_^ I'm most excited for the ball one, because it's poofy at the bottom and it's short-ish and makes me feel really adorable. (Which I'm not, but still. *laughs*)
So yeah. Got that shopping done.
Things left to do now? Packing. XP
Fandom Related things:
- ;laksjdfas SHIGE IN A DRAMA. *squeaks* So exciting! Apparently we're subbing that too. *laughs* Not that I mind because ;LASJDFALSJFDA. SHIGE'S IN A DRAMA. <3 And he's playing SOCCER. *squeaks* (I need to stop doing that.) Apparently he's started training? OMG. Can you imagine if Tesshi's the one teaching him? Ahaha!
- Arashi gets a new CD. I love them. I swear. I do. *points at her Aiba Icon* And while I'm very happy for them, why is my NewS not getting anything? I mean, there's a rumor that they're going to have a new Single, but still. T.T It's still at rumor status. XP I just... Well, yeah. Go, Arashi though! Congrats on the new CD! ^_^
- ...no, nothing else here. Okay. I'll just go bye bye now.
Okay. I SWEAR I'll get back to yesterday's comments. Seriously. I will. I also want to go through all my new friends' entry post, but while I will read them (I read most, I might've skimmed others), I most likely will not comment because I = fail at commenting. XP I'll.... Try? XP