[#141] Been aggravated all day
I have been grumpy all fucking day. What's weird is that nothing in particular has really pissed me off--like nothing ridiculous actually happened, but something about today, I have been nothing but scowly. It's rather fucking annoying when someone asks me if I'm okay because I haven't looked happy. Which I don't know. Just. argh. I feel like it's just been this month. Like everything just happened in this one month and I have been nonstop busy for this whole month. I don't even know. I would really like life to take a big pause. Like now would be nice. If possible. Thanks. ://///
P.S. I think I need to get away from this household. It's also part of the reason I've just been so aggravated. Like, all my staying over at the apt has just made me unused to the treatment I get here and whenever I come, I just get so annoyed at how reliant they are on me, and how this wears me down and how I constantly wonder how my parents would be able to handle if I was gone for more than a few weeks. I want to be out. Maybe I'm just restless.
P.P.S. Been watching Innuendo Bingo videos because it makes me happy. Here's some videos for everyone!!!! *____________*
And these are just the ones with Rhianna/Chris Stark. (P.S.--can you ps within another ps?--I totally have a crush on Chris. He's adorable. ♥)
(and as i was writing this, just watched Danisnotonfire vs. Amazingphil WHICH WAS FABULOUS. Would have embeded, but I thought that would get obnoxious. Phil was the best.)
P.S. I think I need to get away from this household. It's also part of the reason I've just been so aggravated. Like, all my staying over at the apt has just made me unused to the treatment I get here and whenever I come, I just get so annoyed at how reliant they are on me, and how this wears me down and how I constantly wonder how my parents would be able to handle if I was gone for more than a few weeks. I want to be out. Maybe I'm just restless.
P.P.S. Been watching Innuendo Bingo videos because it makes me happy. Here's some videos for everyone!!!! *____________*
Click to viewAnd these are just the ones with Rhianna/Chris Stark. (P.S.--can you ps within another ps?--I totally have a crush on Chris. He's adorable. ♥)
(and as i was writing this, just watched Danisnotonfire vs. Amazingphil WHICH WAS FABULOUS. Would have embeded, but I thought that would get obnoxious. Phil was the best.)