[#082] Failure to be had left and right...
...nothing too big, but ugh. harsh reality.
i. Went on a 4 hour whale watching tour on Wednesday. Ended up sadly fruitless as there were no whales to be seen! T.T It was already a long shot as, how often do you see whales damnit. But to add to the unlikeliness, they were like, "Because of the Hurricane...." well, you can guess what they said. so even though i had told myself, DON'T HYPE YOURSELF UP BECAUSE IT IS MORE LIKELY NOT TO SEE WHALES THAN TO SEE THEM, about 2/3rds into the boat ride, i was T.T over the idea of not seeing a whale. We even had a few fake-outs where water broke in front of us but we couldn't see the source. :/// SAD.
ii. while we were out at sea, I was (as always) checking my twitter feed and somewhere, someone had tweeted these amazing deals on expedia from new york to san fran for only 219. LIKE SERIOUSLY. that is half the cost of what i paid for la. so even though we were in the middle (okay only a little off the shore of NJ really) of the Atlantic ocean, C and I started wondering the logistics of us trying to go to san fran at the end of sept. XDDDD and we were seriously all for it except we had one last thing to worry about. somewhere to STAY. so the three hours it took for us to get off the boat (a handful of minutes spent flying a kite lol which was awesome!!!) and over to our workplace so we could use comps to research, THE DEALS WERE GONE. T.T what's sad is that I really wanted to be able to go to san fran--meet Jemz and Peyton in their place! and it would've been so fucking awesome, but ugh. the deals were gone and the flights were bumped back to over 300. SIGH. but ugh, if we hadn't been in the middle of the ocean (again, not really) we would've so gotten tickets and all that junk. SIGH AGAIN. not that i can really afford trips lol but i would've saved a lot again for it!
iii. my sister, AR, left her puppy with use for a few days since she's away somewhere (no idea the logistics but whatever) so we've been taking care of Milo for the past 3 or 4 days. now for the most part, SA takes care of him with Rico in her room--she has all the puppy things anyway, you know? but at nights he stays with me because those two fight a little too much to be spending the night in the same room. ONLY PROBLEM IS THAT HE NOW HAS BEEN KEEPING ME UP TOO. ://// ever since he arrived (wed night i believe?) i haven't had a full night's sleep. his favorite time of the night is 3AM and all he does is whine and cry at the corner of my bed. I AM AT A LOSS AS TO WHAT TO DO. last night was the worst. i was awake at 1am then 3am then 5am. then couldn't sleep for a good 2 hours during which milo decided now was a good time to get some sleeping in. so right around 7-8, i finally fell asleep until 11. STILL. I AM EXHAUSTED. :////
iv. yesterday we went school supply/clothing shopping for my bro (and my parents) at first, Woodberry Commons and then Palisades Mall. The first would've been great if i could've bought anything. seriously, i wasted all my phone battery waiting around as the three of THEM shopped, and i hung around sighing to myself. and since the outlets don't have a Staples, it was off to the mall where I separated from them to go to stores that were more my liking. except, yet again, FRUITLESS. ://// and while this is good because my wallet shouldn't be beat up with purchase, i wasted a good day attempting to shop when i could've been watching dramas instead.
v. LAST FAILURE which isn't really a failure at all is that i couldn't stop myself from getting horribly and incredibly invested in Zenkai Girl. i got caught up in the remaining 3 eps today and after each one, i found myself a ball of tears. I cannot even begin to tell you guys how much i'm loving this drama. Wakaba. Souta. Biitaro. Hinata. NISHIKIDO IN GENERAL. you know how after 1 litre of tears, you can't help but think. I WANT AN ASOU FOR MYSELF. after this, I WANT A SOUTA FOR MYSELF. crycrycry. I love him to bits and pieces and Nishikido is amazing as Souta. The end of ep.8. THE END OF EP8. i wanted to just hug him tightly and assure him that everything would work out. BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT I WANT. god, i want this drama to be over solely so i can get my happy ending. GUYS. HAPPY ENDING DAMNIT. XDDDD please tell me you all are enjoying this drama as much as i am. (i want the next ep too!!! THAT DAMN PREVIEW. GOD.)
i. Went on a 4 hour whale watching tour on Wednesday. Ended up sadly fruitless as there were no whales to be seen! T.T It was already a long shot as, how often do you see whales damnit. But to add to the unlikeliness, they were like, "Because of the Hurricane...." well, you can guess what they said. so even though i had told myself, DON'T HYPE YOURSELF UP BECAUSE IT IS MORE LIKELY NOT TO SEE WHALES THAN TO SEE THEM, about 2/3rds into the boat ride, i was T.T over the idea of not seeing a whale. We even had a few fake-outs where water broke in front of us but we couldn't see the source. :/// SAD.
ii. while we were out at sea, I was (as always) checking my twitter feed and somewhere, someone had tweeted these amazing deals on expedia from new york to san fran for only 219. LIKE SERIOUSLY. that is half the cost of what i paid for la. so even though we were in the middle (okay only a little off the shore of NJ really) of the Atlantic ocean, C and I started wondering the logistics of us trying to go to san fran at the end of sept. XDDDD and we were seriously all for it except we had one last thing to worry about. somewhere to STAY. so the three hours it took for us to get off the boat (a handful of minutes spent flying a kite lol which was awesome!!!) and over to our workplace so we could use comps to research, THE DEALS WERE GONE. T.T what's sad is that I really wanted to be able to go to san fran--meet Jemz and Peyton in their place! and it would've been so fucking awesome, but ugh. the deals were gone and the flights were bumped back to over 300. SIGH. but ugh, if we hadn't been in the middle of the ocean (again, not really) we would've so gotten tickets and all that junk. SIGH AGAIN. not that i can really afford trips lol but i would've saved a lot again for it!
iii. my sister, AR, left her puppy with use for a few days since she's away somewhere (no idea the logistics but whatever) so we've been taking care of Milo for the past 3 or 4 days. now for the most part, SA takes care of him with Rico in her room--she has all the puppy things anyway, you know? but at nights he stays with me because those two fight a little too much to be spending the night in the same room. ONLY PROBLEM IS THAT HE NOW HAS BEEN KEEPING ME UP TOO. ://// ever since he arrived (wed night i believe?) i haven't had a full night's sleep. his favorite time of the night is 3AM and all he does is whine and cry at the corner of my bed. I AM AT A LOSS AS TO WHAT TO DO. last night was the worst. i was awake at 1am then 3am then 5am. then couldn't sleep for a good 2 hours during which milo decided now was a good time to get some sleeping in. so right around 7-8, i finally fell asleep until 11. STILL. I AM EXHAUSTED. :////
iv. yesterday we went school supply/clothing shopping for my bro (and my parents) at first, Woodberry Commons and then Palisades Mall. The first would've been great if i could've bought anything. seriously, i wasted all my phone battery waiting around as the three of THEM shopped, and i hung around sighing to myself. and since the outlets don't have a Staples, it was off to the mall where I separated from them to go to stores that were more my liking. except, yet again, FRUITLESS. ://// and while this is good because my wallet shouldn't be beat up with purchase, i wasted a good day attempting to shop when i could've been watching dramas instead.
v. LAST FAILURE which isn't really a failure at all is that i couldn't stop myself from getting horribly and incredibly invested in Zenkai Girl. i got caught up in the remaining 3 eps today and after each one, i found myself a ball of tears. I cannot even begin to tell you guys how much i'm loving this drama. Wakaba. Souta. Biitaro. Hinata. NISHIKIDO IN GENERAL. you know how after 1 litre of tears, you can't help but think. I WANT AN ASOU FOR MYSELF. after this, I WANT A SOUTA FOR MYSELF. crycrycry. I love him to bits and pieces and Nishikido is amazing as Souta. The end of ep.8. THE END OF EP8. i wanted to just hug him tightly and assure him that everything would work out. BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT I WANT. god, i want this drama to be over solely so i can get my happy ending. GUYS. HAPPY ENDING DAMNIT. XDDDD please tell me you all are enjoying this drama as much as i am. (i want the next ep too!!! THAT DAMN PREVIEW. GOD.)