i left my heart at san francisco airport
i just got home from seeing off daniel at the airport to go back to boston.
i've never before had the inhibition to cry on bart, but while sitting on the train towards downtown, i gave up and started crying. granted my hand was covering my eyes, it was more than obvious to my fellow train riders by the drops on the seat and my sniffling nose.
it just really hurts to have the person you feel the most comfortable with have a quick stay for a matter of days and then leave just as suddenly. i feel like a big part of who i was and who i've slowly become has just gone again, and it won't get any easier until he finally moves here in september.
i put on will oldham and then julie doiron on my ipod while walking from the busstop, both artists whom undoubtedly sprung me back to my previous mood. i started crying on the walk home as well.
i'm such a wreck right now. i'm going to make myself some hot chocolate and study for my exam tomorrow morning. long distance relationships SUCK.
<3 elinor
i've never before had the inhibition to cry on bart, but while sitting on the train towards downtown, i gave up and started crying. granted my hand was covering my eyes, it was more than obvious to my fellow train riders by the drops on the seat and my sniffling nose.
it just really hurts to have the person you feel the most comfortable with have a quick stay for a matter of days and then leave just as suddenly. i feel like a big part of who i was and who i've slowly become has just gone again, and it won't get any easier until he finally moves here in september.
i put on will oldham and then julie doiron on my ipod while walking from the busstop, both artists whom undoubtedly sprung me back to my previous mood. i started crying on the walk home as well.
i'm such a wreck right now. i'm going to make myself some hot chocolate and study for my exam tomorrow morning. long distance relationships SUCK.
<3 elinor