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TMI. and i'm high.
even though i dont want to have kids for a few years, it scares me to fucking death that the fact i probably am infertile.
i got my first pap smear, worst experience, all the stupid fucking waiting, shivering in a tissue outfit for an hour, JUST to do something that took like 30 seconds, and for some reason the doctor mustve thought it'd be funny to stick her stupid fucking fingers in my ass.
FUCKING CHRIST.
valentine's was awesome. sean got me two books, (an herbalist book and the tibetan book of the dead and rebirth), a copy of tarzan on DVD, weed, and a whole lot of lovins. ^_^
alright, time for bed.
even though i dont want to have kids for a few years, it scares me to fucking death that the fact i probably am infertile.
i got my first pap smear, worst experience, all the stupid fucking waiting, shivering in a tissue outfit for an hour, JUST to do something that took like 30 seconds, and for some reason the doctor mustve thought it'd be funny to stick her stupid fucking fingers in my ass.
FUCKING CHRIST.
valentine's was awesome. sean got me two books, (an herbalist book and the tibetan book of the dead and rebirth), a copy of tarzan on DVD, weed, and a whole lot of lovins. ^_^
alright, time for bed.